tata darling lil meatshell creature! do singapore proud
you smartypants!! have fun in beijing :)
have a blast in toronto, mr superman!
:)
I WILL FIGURE OUT SKYPE TO CYBERCONNECT
OUR LIVES TOGETHER !!!!
4:41 PM
Friday, August 24, 2007
i will outlive the system!nevermind that the drawdown age
on minimum sum will quite
possibly go up to 94 by the time
i am 65 and wrongly prepared
to retire.
i would really want to live
to see my account jump when i
hit 94,
unemployed, bedridden, and
totally incapable of making great use
of a hell alot of cash ( maybe for morphine ).
so crashed NUS and realised to my
horror that NTU is the inferior campus
of the 2.
buses in NUS turn up every half a second
while buses in NTU turn up once
in a blue moon.
and when they do,
you can decide whether you want
to defy the principles of physics
by squeezing yourself up.
bookshops are decent and do not have
long, inhumane queues.
food is edible and halls look classier.
maybe it has something to do with
the proportion of NUS-NTU alumni
sitting in parliament.
BUT ITS OKAY
coz its always great to be
highly in touch with our
China roots, heritage and whatnots.
i really dont mind university.
yet.
the profs dont give a shit about us,
our significance in school is minute as hell,
and shopping for school uniform
keeps us busy!
awesome crap !!
couple of culture shocks here and there
but i embrace them.
anw in this huge, cold campus
its really all up to you to create value
for your own existence.
3 YEARS AND I WILL EVOLVE
INTO
A TRUE BLUE ADULT.
EEK!
12:25 AM
Sunday, August 19, 2007
| IT SHOULD BE ILLEGAL NOT TO LOVE 張惠妹! omg if you dont love chinese pop at least have the decency to love 張惠妹. 夜把心洋葱般剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么 为什么脆弱时候 想你更多 |
1:12 PM
Friday, August 17, 2007
so 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 says"Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always preserves."
it's hard to be 19 and
discussing about love like
adults do.
i am, after all, in the eyes of the world,
young
and new to humanity.
but by the bible's definition,
maybe loving is just
not humanly possible.
how much love in this world
is unconditional?
how much of it is
truly keeps no record of wrongs?
maybe bulk of the love
ive known and witnessed
is mere infatuation or
obligation..
or maybe the bible misunderstood,
or could it be me?
maybe i misunderstood.
so when it comes to love,
it is no good to dissect and scrutinise
too much.
its unhealthy to explore too deeply
into the makings of relationships because
they don't usually live up to
the sort of ideals we were taught
to believe in.
be it family, friends, significant others
and more.
guess as long as there is
the fair chance for the feel-good,
we are okay about risking
the comparatively
higher chance of hurting very much.
so won't you let me
be great another day?
and while im not
don't you walk away.
12:21 AM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
awesome korean eats:Han Gang, Mosque Street
Free flow of cold dishes, pretty lao ban niang.
(:
korean sausage ( authentic but an acquired taste)
ginseng chicken soup
bi bim bab ( aka Ban Fan) - personal favourite.
ramen with rice cake ( heavenly spicy)
11:50 AM
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
you're either in theinner circle or not.
the general unspoken prerequisite
to secure a place within the
inner circle
is to spend too much time with
its founding members,
unless of course,
you happen to found it.
to up your chances
you can also express willingness
to exhibit all the skeletons in your
closet.
the view from inside
the inner circle is superficial but
pretty nonetheless.
so its a consensus that
inner circle people are charmed,
and out-of-inner circle people
are hmm, wretched.
its just a whole
another perspective from
the outside,
but not like it's worth very much.
the voice from the inside
always draws the loudest laughs
and goes a longer way,
its a pity that
there are just too many
circles in life to keep
up with.
one can't possibly invest
emotions properly in all.
some people adopt a more
lopsided approach then
others.
for me, its only ideal
to loiter along the
circumferences of all circles.
because a spot in
the inner circle
requires plenty of maintanence
to remain status quo.
and avoiding being too distant from the
inside of the circle will
save us the hassle of
being labelled with anti-social
tendencies.
cute lil humanbeans.
8:10 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something
much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much
but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside,
but we can't be heard.
dear avril, i'll be missing you! :) HAVE FUN!
10:27 PM
| When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye. You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry. You float like a feather, in a beautiful world I wish I was special, you're so fucking special. But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here. I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control. I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul. I want you to notice, when I'm not around. You're so fucking special, I wish I was special. |
creep
10:03 AM
Saturday, August 04, 2007
happy birthday my pauline dearest.
thank you for growing up with me,
loving me despite my frailties
and being one of my favouritest people in the world.
happy nineteenth!
10:24 PM
| so ive been blonder than usual lately and its all still strange, like my jaws just involuntarily drop a lil bit everytime my eyes sweep pass reflective objects. there's a bad kid vibe emiting out of those golden streaks, really. i hope i don't get in the bad books of my prospective profs. i was seriously aiming for the position of teachers' pet. you know, just for a pretty CV's sake. im a good kid, i am. anyway welcome ceremony at NTU yesterday was awkward to say the least. there was this most bizarre ceremony, probably in good spirit of NDP, where we were instructed to don oversized robes and wave torches as the lights went out in the auditorium. then dramatic music came on and it was just 4 minutes of extreme weirdness. the international students put up a cheesy item and the Malaysians and Indians did some awesome singing while the rest were ERM a good effort. the item ended off with a really tragic I Believe I Can Fly because someone, along the way changed the key entirely and somehow the CD and the choir just parted ways. SIGH NTU just reminds me a lot of AJ; so awkward and unaesthetic, its cute. yeah, bravo to my sadistic optimism. so school's in and my timetable is showing signs of a 3 day week. but i don't want to bring my hopes too high yet since i havent added my electives. i don't have a single idea what the whole system is really about. i can't believe my apathy towards my entry into university, all i did last week about school was to buy myself 1 pen from the Popular Bookstore. but im really thrilled by the electives!!! there are Psychology, Sociology, Drama and Foreign languages modules to choose from WOOHOO i can't say i feel the same towards my own core modules. for one, i've got this Information Technology thingy to clear this sem and it just sounds like a really disgusting idea. SO its time to bid happy good bye and trek on to my next phase in life. it's just spooky imagining the sort of strangers i'll be confined in school with. i hope not the sort of hollow people i always feel i need a scripted conversation in order to weather those few agonizing moments with them. they don't have a passion for any craft, they don't have opinions, they are afraid of looking silly and they are permanently nauseatingly lovelorn. the people i really count on for good company are pretty much eccentric oddballs. they are usually wacky, spontaneous, curious, strange, are able to laugh at themselves, are passionate about something/someone, or are morbid semi happy cynics. we can talk about farts, family, films and our future all the same. o well enough of the soppyness. i rented Primeval some days ago and it was really a waste of funds that could go to better use. it was just messy with some dubious looking croc chasing freaked out angmohs. Babel is overrated. on the other hand, Last King of Scotland is AWESOME la! Forest Whitaker is so brilliant. you should watch it. anw listen to this dude from 超級星光大道, their equivanlent of AI, he's RLY good!! (楊宗緯 新不了情) http://youtube.com/watch?v=85YopcjdC_U |
6:04 PM
I love our crazy moments
we could do cutesy *hEexXxxxxzZzZzzzz*
PERFECTLY NORMAL PRETTY SHOT!
LOVE MY FAVOURITE LIL PIECE OF SINGING SHIT THE AIRY VRIL HO |
10:24 AM
Thursday, August 02, 2007
Taiwan photos up !still kinda messy but what the heck.
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2089120393
11:33 PM
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
im sorry that i havent
had my photos from
taiwan trip uploaded.
i don't understand the full mechanism
behind how image files
find their way onto the
world wide web.
apparently, its a really long way
and they are still
strolling into imagestation
so im sorry.
anyway, i cant help but
marvel at the fact that august
is happening as we speak.
its all kinda surreal
to have lived one of my
darnest years.
06 was rough, 07 has been better.
not sure how long more
"better" can last since
my last unapologetically
long holiday is ending on me.
i also want to point out that
Nanyang Business School
sent awelcome letter with an
attempt at humour:
CONGRATULATIONS....
Welcome to a life of extremes,
where the fun never stops but
the studying sure does ( after the examinations ) !
now, i get a lil worried.
i am not looking forward
to spending the next 3 years of
my dear life with
seniors, profs and prospective classmates
with this sort of
er,ungraceful humour.
it'll be tiresome to keep up
with the forced laughs.
6:41 PM
